uhm, well.... HI!
soooo~ how much time passed? a year? that can't be right, though it would explain some stuff.
first of all, I am sorry I'm not posting anything and being an inactive person. I'm growing up, I guess, and most of my 'people' are contacted easily. school, family, time spent away doing nothing, emotions and hormones and stuff like that just stack up.
I remember creating this thing for watching people and not losing the art I loved so much, and now it's reverted to just that. and taking in consideration the lazy yet perfectionist attitude I have when it comes to writing, I just don't feel like putting up incomplete/ bad work. or embarrassing/ useless work.
secondly, hey! I'M STILL ALIVE! *party hand wave* and hopefully I will pick myself off and actually DO stuff for once and overcome depression or cowardice or cr*p like that.
in this one year that passed I've been making loops through emotions, battling my demons, trying to become a better writer and looking back, guess what? In some little way, maybe unnoticeable, I think I did it. aaaand that's all. just wanted to pop up in your messages for a quick 'I'm not dead'. :3